Have you ever felt like running away??

My parents got a divorece 2 years ago.. my mom has custody of me during the week and my dad during the weekend.. . she and my dad went to court and i am old enough to choose custody. so now i have to choose one of my parents cuz my dad doesnt want me with my mom and my mom doesnt want with my dad. the stupid judge said i had to choose one. i feel like id rather just not choose one and runaway. please tell me if you have ever been in a sucky situaition like this. tell me it is the wrong thing to runaway..